Just went to quite few friends's blog just now because I was bored and it seem that quite many people very sad these days. Hmm, I'm quit sad now also so I'm going to post something very so call emo on my this post, so I'm sorry, if you doesn't want to read then I don't mind, it's your choice, just want to tell you first before I start my emotional, hahaha.

Ok let start, I don't know I still like him or not but when ever I saw his post or statues on my home wall on facebook I'll try to take a look at his profile every time. On his facebook wall I will saw posts that have that girl comment on it, I'm not gonna say the name, and after I went through those comments I will feel something call jealous, I think? Ok, fine I admit it's really hurtful, I did cried for quite many times. I keep thinking of those memories, keep thinking do I really have to forget those beautiful memories? Those memories are too beautiful, too warm, too nice for me to forget them. However I know he don't love me anymore, I know I should move on with my life, I know we'll never be the same again but I'm a still a bit stuck in those moments and from the day I get hurt deeply I swore that I'll never ever fall for anyone again. I shall not repeat my stupid mistakes and then I met this bitch, a guy, that never fail to make me smile, I don't know how he did it but I just know he did. He make me forget most of my sadness, most of my stress. Still there's a problem, I don't know I still like him or I really fall for that bitch. I'm confuse with my feeling, sorry to that bitch, but you should think properly first, you should know what I mean, you may think I'm a play girl or something but I won't mind, I wouldn't care also.

This is all I wanted to say.

Whatever it is, I just wanna be happy from now on.

I shouldn't waste my teen life anymore.

Because life is too short for me to keep wasting them.

"Whatever that has gone let it be, this's why people call it a past tense"

I shall sign off this post with a